Volume 1, Chapter 16: She Was Thoroughly Mistaken
Madam Xie looked at her and said, "When has the prime minister’s residence ever needed an unmarried daughter like you to pass judgment?"
Xie Jiaoyue’s eyes blurred with tears. Standing so close, she seemed to feel the overwhelming anger radiating from Madam Xie’s body.
So, even the woman who gave her life and nurtured her believed it was wrong for her to use her body to plead for the prime minister’s residence.
In that instant, Xie Jiaoyue was abruptly awakened to the truth—she was wrong. Completely wrong.
Her self-righteous sacrifice had sullied the honor of the prime minister’s residence.
She should never have done that.
Madam Xie left, and the freshly torn wound on her forehead was treated with a harsh ointment that stung terribly, keeping Xie Jiaoyue awake.
She thought to herself to wait a little longer, just a little longer—until her marriage, until she could move the pieces on everyone’s chessboard just as they wished—and then she could die in peace.
***
Early the next morning, Xie Ruoyue arrived.
This time, Nurse Li did not stop her but instead welcomed her into Xie Jiaoyue’s room.
Xie Jiaoyue glanced coldly at Nurse Li but ultimately said nothing.
This was Madam Xie’s servant, not hers; she would not listen to Xie Jiaoyue.
Third Miss Xie Ruoyue approached her with a gentle smile:
“Second Sister, did you sleep well last night?”
She then turned to the maid beside her. “This is an herbal pillow I had someone find; placing it under your head will soothe your spirit. I specially sought it out for you, Second Sister.”
Xie Jiaoyue looked at her and said, “I don’t need it. Take it back.”
“Well…” Xie Ruoyue looked timidly at her. “Second Sister, do you still resent me for betraying you three years ago?”
“If that’s the case, punish me, Second Sister. You can even hit me.”
Xie Ruoyue took a step closer, nearer to Xie Jiaoyue. “As long as you can vent your anger and not bear a grudge against me, I’m willing to do anything.”
“Anything?” Xie Jiaoyue slowly repeated the word. Sitting down in her chair, she looked at the person who had stolen her mother, sister, brother, and fiancé, and said quietly:
“If I told you not to marry Li Lin, would you be willing?”
Xie Ruoyue suddenly looked up at her, hesitating and unable to speak.
“Well… I…”
Xie Jiaoyue saw through her hypocrisy and felt exhausted.
“Go back. I’m tired.”
***
Xie Ruoyue suddenly knelt and crawled forward a few steps, grabbing Xie Jiaoyue’s clothing.
“Second Sister, I beg you, please don’t ignore me. I’ll do whatever you say. Please just pay attention to me.”
Xie Ruoyue clung to the hem of her skirt, and Xie Jiaoyue could not break free.
She frowned sharply. “Let go.”
Looking up at her with a pitiful expression, Xie Ruoyue said:
“Second Sister, I know I was wrong, but I… I just wanted to protect the reputation of the prime minister’s residence…”
“Elder sister!” A little girl in an orange koi-patterned dress barreled in and shoved Xie Jiaoyue hard. “What are you doing to my sister?!”
Xie Jiaoyue staggered, her vision darkening and a wave of dizziness and nausea rising in her chest.
Zhiqiu quickly steadied her.
“Miss, are you alright?”
Xie Jiaoyue shook her head and turned to glare coldly at the girl who had pushed her from behind.
The girl supported the kneeling Xie Ruoyue, who looked first surprised, then worried, and said:
“Xinyue, how could you push Second Sister?”
“She made you kneel on the floor!”
Xie Xinyue looked up at Xie Jiaoyue and pointed at her nose, shouting: “You shameless wicked woman!”
Xie Jiaoyue stared coldly at the girl’s arrogant and domineering face.
“Smack!”
She slapped the girl across the face.
Seeing the girl’s eyes widen in disbelief and then fill with anger, Xie Jiaoyue said:
“This slap is punishment for pushing me twice.”
“How dare you hit me! I’ll beat you to death, you shameless wicked woman!” the girl shouted sharply and lunged at Xie Jiaoyue.
***
Nurse Li quickly stepped in to stop the girl.
“Fourth Miss, our young lady is still ill. Please calm down.”
Seeing this, Xie Ruoyue also hurriedly pulled the girl back.
“Xinyue, don’t be angry with sister. It wasn’t sister who made me kneel; I did it willingly.”
Supported by Zhiqiu, Xie Jiaoyue looked at the girl and said, “Listen carefully. I never ordered her to kneel.”
But the girl was too angry to hear her, shouting incessantly:
“Wicked woman! Shameless! I’ll beat you to death!”
Xie Jiaoyue recalled how adorable the girl had been as a child, lying in her arms to beg for candy, and now, with her twisted, furious face and sharp screams, it felt like her eardrums might burst.
She spoke calmly:
“Nurse Li, please see to it that she leaves.”
Nurse Li looked at her hesitantly. “Miss, this…”
Xie Jiaoyue looked at her. “If you can’t even listen to me, how can you say you’re thinking of my well-being?”
Nurse Li was momentarily stunned, then looked at Fourth Miss whom she was restraining.
If the young lady were to harbor resentment over this and stop relying on her, she would have nothing to report to Madam Xie.
After all, a servant can never win against her mistress, no matter how unloved the mistress may be.
“Fourth Miss, my apologies.”
“How dare you! You’re nothing but a servant!”
Seeing this, Xie Ruoyue quickly stepped forward to stop her.
“Sister, why are you doing this? Xinyue is still young, just a child. Why hold a grudge against her?”
“Holding a grudge?”
Xie Jiaoyue looked at her. “Where did you see that I’m holding a grudge?”
“If you weren’t angry, why would you drive Xinyue out?” Xie Ruoyue said.
Listening to such ridiculous words, Xie Jiaoyue replied calmly:
“You came to my room causing a commotion. I’m sending you away. You say I’m angry. Third Miss, tell me, am I angry, or are you disturbing my peace?”
Xie Ruoyue looked up at her, and in that moment, it seemed as if the old Xie Jiaoyue had returned.
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